The few pictures I search lead me to consider reading this book.
After being informed by someone who have actually read the book, it is a collection of her blog with her drawings.
Some of this deal with depression, which is what I was looking for.
I dislike self loathing but some human could not help it. It is either how the brain chemistry is imbalance, and it would be, we listened to the wrong person, including ourselves that talked down on us.
We wouldn't allow someone to talk down on our friends, but we do it to ourselves. There must be something wrong internally to allow such negative things from happening.
I haven't read this yet, but it is kind of promising.